4/28/2009 - Mood at the moment who knows
Mood day by day in the settlement, the feeling is really good heart, but also tired. Really tired of this life, and life continued unchanged Yichen plain heart more and more heavy, less pleased with the past and those who moved, heartache, loneliness and the loneliness of the vast spread of ... ...
Sometimes also think that is too sad himself, and only so that their own injuries. All along, the depression of their own depression, his sadness sadness, isolation in their own time outside. I often feel that they have not the mentality of this age I should be the performance of an interest in nothing, since this is the sad things in life, for nothing is not fashion mont blanc pen the confidence and courage. Very painful, and sometimes also want to change their mind now and the situation may have no result, the bottom of my heart is full of hysterical helplessness.
I feel emotionally has been a loser, let me frustrated too many disheartened gradual failure of confidence. The same is true now, although I also know that there is no real results, but I have a feeling we really can only put an end to this, but the end of it, the end of a period of two people are feeling the pain, but also how to do otherwise. Just as there is a saying that love is nothing more than to be happy, two people can not be happy, happy as a person two people suffering, it is better to achieve mont blanc ball pen a person39s happiness. Now they have is a mass of bruises, and had no energy to go on in love, but also do not want to let themselves continue to be subject to harm, hurt the end. Previously always confidently tell ourselves, in feeling, we must know how to properly protect themselves, but the total is still not easy to hurt.
Now like a good, but I still can not guarantee that their time really can be chic wave goodbye, I think it will be hard to hear. He did not know there is no day I do the how, the hearts of a confusion, a confusion. Sometimes really wish I could sleep no longer wake up properly, it need not bother to think about these things, or the disappearance of a few days, they can not become a reality, but also know that escape is not the best solution to the problem can be is to let himself calm down and think properly. To do a lot of work every day, very tired, and only their own will not get busy to think about those things, I can for the courage of heart, open hand, brave move forward?
Perhaps as a friend said to me yesterday that from now on, I can deal with the cold attitude of the things between us, do not ask why, do not ask how to do, natural response, so that all go with the flow. Why is the well-being of others can be, I do not only look at the well-being slowly away from the ring away and I could do nothing about it.
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holds a B.Sc. degree in Electronics and Telecommunications from the Thames University of London and a diploma in Business Studies from the Ashridge Management College.
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